Reviving Titus

RELINK.
Obscene sounds.
& Theck Yee would say,
OVER homeostasis is bad.
In Search.
Getting all English now :D
TWO WORDS:
Incanto will be in my hands.
Shithead.
I have to resist the urge.



Reviving Titus


was the term Mr De Souza used to describe the sounds the tubas were making.

word of the day: perused
definition: to read something in a careful way

You know that feeling, when you have something really awesome that you decide you should probably blog about, but in the end, when you're on the create a new post page, you just stare and stare at the screen and come up with nothing at all?


It sucks.


(Mental note: jot it down in the notebook next time.)

Well, I'm having that feeling right now. It's not pissed, neither is it annoyed, it's something a bit more complicated.

Anyway, King (my new toy Eeyore) has been receiving positive reactions (excluding Weisheng's). I know, it's so cute RIGHT? Of course it is :D

Things to do this week:

1) Do a draft for HML project by 23/2
2) Confirm group members for CDP project
3) Collect $$ for CIP
4) Ask Mrs Liow for help on 24/2
5) Perfect dynamics in Noah's Ark & Overture No.1

And the list gets longer each minute! Sometimes, I wish my brain would stop generating lists. It's so automatic.


"Happy Birthday. You're a year closer to death."

I don't mean to run
But everytime you come around
I feel more alive, than ever
And I guess it's too much
Maybe we're too young
And I don't even know what's real
But I know I've never...

Wanted anything so bad
I've never wanted anyone so bad

If I let you love me
Be the one adored
Would you go all the way
Be the one I'm looking for
If I let you love me (If I Say)
Be the one Adored (It's OK)
Would you go all the way (You can stay)
Be the one I'm looking for

Help me come back down
I'm high above the clouds
You know I'm suffocating, but I blame this town
Why do I deny
The things that burn inside,
Down deep I'm barely breathing
But you just see a smile

And I don't wanna let this go
Really I just want to know

If I let you love me
Be the one Adored
Would you go all the way
Be the one I'm looking for
If I let you love me (If I Say)
Be the one Adored (It's OK)
Would you go all the way (You can stay)
Be the one I'm looking for

If I let you love me
Be the one adored
Would you go all the way
Be the one I'm looking for (x2)

If I let you love me (If I Say)
See the one adored (It's OK)
Would you go all the way (You can stay)
Be the one I'm looking for
Adore/PARAMORE

YESTERDAY
Was my awesome birthday. Hahahaha. Thanks everyone who wished me ;D I love my new umbrella!

TODAY
This guy standing outside JP wished me Happy Valentine's Day and offered me a rose and I started to burst out in sobs. I actually hate Valentine's Day.



I know looks can deceive; I've been there.


mood: pissed

My hands.. sweat too much.

And that, pisses me off.

Imagine, when I'm all married, and when Hari Raya comes, no kid would want to salam me.
They would all probably avoid me and gossip among themselves, 'Don't get near her! Her hands secrete too much water! It's amazing, but it's disgusting! Eew I'd rather get no Raya money than touch her hand and get..INFECTED."

=(

I am never gonna get a boyfriend like this. Goodbye, future.

Yesterday, Sim Weiling treated me to Long John's Silver. Where I created a lot of noise, as per normal. When Weiling ordered, she asked me to calculate the total cost, and so I did. Which I calculated mentally and got it right :D Of course, I'm a geek what 8B

That must be the first time someone ever treated me. Thanks Weiling! She PAID for the whole thing, meal and dessert. Well of course she had to pay for the whole thing, because:

1) I had no money in my wallet to buy food (I only had $10)
2) Treating someone means paying for the whole thing, DUH!

If Weiling made me pay that day, I would CLOBBER her!

Lol.



If a guy said this to me, I would love him FOREVER. And of all people, Weiling should know why. But well, you guys can all infer why anyway right, it's not like you guys are really dumb or anything.



This is so random but-

I will miss Weisheng when I graduate :(


mood: LOST

I just realised.. I don't have my own personality. I'm like a personality sponge. I absorb others' personality traits that I like and then I mixed them all up to fit my style. Ee. I'm not original. How depressing is that.

Mr Lim remembered my name in an instant. I think it's because of the fact that my BMI whatever shit is 120% (!) and I have to lose a kilogram to escape the clutches of the TAF Club. I'm kind of annoyed. I don't have anything personal against that club, it's just that it's kind of troublesome for me because.. I guess I normally start on my homework during recess period. Tsk. But oh well, at least this would get me going with my losing weight plans (which I never get to start on, anyway). I just need to lose weight before prom. If I'm ever going, that is. Lol.

I'm worried about Weiling. I find that she worries me a lot. I'll miss her when we proceed on to different tertiaries.. ): Let's spend the remaining time as much as we can. After SYF, that is. Need to focus on that. I have a sinking feeling I might get kicked out..




Maybe, if my heart stops beating, it won't hurt this much.


mood: :D

Tommy Bastow is way beyond fit.

That is why, in a blink of an eye..




I'm a fan of FranKo! (Go check them out!)



I am a greedy bitch and I want that Verve Epiphone guitar when I already have one at home, but it's not Verve-cladded, boo.

I want to sing in a band. I didn't realise how hard that would be.


I just typed hotnail instead of hotmail and I couldn't stop laughing.


Taylor Lautner.


mood: :D

You know.
Every single year they say "the most hip..the most happening..the best party.." for the new year. So now, it doesn't feel at all special to me. All these parties are useless in making me feel better.




But Taylor Lautner is here to save my day (!)






He was born a year and a day before me *huge grin*


mood: :|

And of course,



I A M U T T E R L Y D I S A P P O I N T E D.


The directing of the movie wasn't at all fabulous. The only interesting part was the baseball scene. On a whole, the movie pretty much sucked.


Twilight, sigh. What a waste of precious time. At least the cast was satisfying (looks-wise). But well, the book was SO DARN GOOD! the movie totally paled in comparison.


I am sorry Sim Weiling. I totally wasted your time. Hahaha. But still, you would agree, going out with me isn't a waste of time at all. I am an awesome source of entertainment, right right? Yes, Weiling would NEVER disagree on that. The movie just kinda spoiled the mood afterwards.



Sarah & The Polar Bears freaked me out.


mood: -.-

You are honestly









Immature.


mood: :@

FRIENDSTER HOROSCOPE FOR THE DAY
Look at a stressful situation again -- is it really that bad? Chances are it's not.

(referring to above blockquote, in a sarcastic tone) Yeah. It's not, really. Especially when it concerns the issue of my new (maybe) W980.



I can never get it.




I love Rachael Ray.


mood: :O

Okay, so the call wasn't from Britain. I hardworkingly checked the country code.



It was from Norway.






Wowzas.


mood: :D

I can't wait to watch Twilight because of how HOT it is.

Like hey! Edward & Jacob & James have totally caught my eye (!).

I think there would be more! Like Jasper & Emmett & Mike & Carlisle (and the list goes on and on and on).

Weiling watched already (!). And I was not happy about it. I still am! And what frustrates me the most is that she doesn't feel the least bit guilty and she is not even bothering to cheer me up!

But, nevermind anyway, I know how to cheer my own self up. It's called, self-entertainment. And it totally rocks my world. Being alone and being happy is the best thing ever for me (trying to hint at someone here).

Haha, listen to this:

It just takes one British man to dial a wrong number to make a toothpaste-masked girl's day.

How freakishly awesome is that :D It happened to meeeeeeeeeeee! And hell yeah it made my day. My sis got so annoyed with my continuous screamings she snapped.

While waiting for the traffic jam to clear I thought about this:

How much I wanna go on a road trip. To Malaysia. When I get my license (how hard is that). With Weiling & her whoever and whatever. I doubt I will get a whoever and whatever. But I will bring alone my Epiphone and maybe my keyboard. And maybe we can do gigs! For free. Haha. (Wait first, Maisy.) I need to start on it now. All I know so far is G & F# chord. Heehee (;

I still think Never Let This Go by Paramore should be one of the soundtracks on Twilight. It fits.


mood: :|

I know you have the bloody right to, but you don't have to make us all feel like shitheads.

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Missed band today. I hope it all goes away soon enough. Cos this is really driving me up the wall.

I'm anticipating! For the shopping trip tomorrow. If I ever get to go (C'mon Dad please!).

A guy confessed to my little sis. Oh now I feel like such a loser. Why is everyone in love except me? Not that I want it, anyway.

I've been doing vocal covers (without music) by myself and I wonder when I'll ever get the courage to let someone listen to them. I think.. I'll wait for that special someone and make him hear me sing! Muahaha.

I prefer guys in bands. Not marching or military or concert bands. Just.. bands. A real band. A rock band. A pop band. A boy band. A normal band.

I need to watch Twilight! Now! Now! Now!

My epiphone guitar has been hibernating for a while. A really long while. I should start practising, no? I wanna be a nerd with a talent. And I really wanna start up a band of my own. So I need to make it happen. One day. One year.

I just realised.. That I'm typing unrelated paragraphs. Oh what the heck. It's not like my blog is a publicly-read blog anyway. I know only Weiling bothers to read though :D And that's enough.


mood: 8D

Two annoying people on the face of this Earth:

NURUL AFIAH & NURSHAHIRAH

Notice that both have the meaning of light in their names.

Lol.

I want my photos, you two!

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Going to the gym tomorrow with Weiling, if my Mum permits.
Going shopping with Weiling & Huiying next week, if my Mum permits.

But most importantly, I will be definitely going to both with my Mum's permission, if the weather permits.

Now it is somewhat pouring. I hope that this is not a sign.

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Tomorrow my sister will know of her fate. And I will be there to make her super duper embarrassed when she gets lower than my PSLE score. I have a gut feeling that she'll get 232! Muahaha.

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I'm just passing the time by while waiting to have dinner and watch a concert later.

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NO ONE OWNS DANNY JONES! HE IS MINE MINE MINE ALL MINE!


mood: :D

Burn Notice. Jeffrey Donovan. Pure Hotness. I've never seen better.

Finally! CSI Miami is back. *Maisy grins* David Caruso, Jonathan Togo!
Tuesday nights are the bomb, I tell you. They are packed with (super awesome) my favourite crime shows!

Matthew Gray Gubler :D from Criminal Minds! Is totally AH! I love smart people. Totally mind-blowing (:

I've never felt so alive. Crime shows just totally revive me. But WHY are they shown so freakin' late? I wanted to watch Cold Case too! And where's my SVU?
:@

I want it all.


mood: QUIZZY

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mood: :-D

OMG I AM TERRIBLY IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG!
That is now playing in the background.


Oooooooooh.

And, I would like to say..that I am horriby wonderfully proud of my Mum. She is just the most awesome mum anyone can get. She has created her own blogsite for her netball posts! She rocks, man. And she can do it all without MY guidance.

Cheers, Mum.


mood:

Okay okay, so well, Nadia haven't really posted the pictures on her blog, but well, somebody will. Soon.

Some people are seriously gatal, I really feel sick sey.

Anyway, I feel half excited about my upcoming Hyderabad trip. I wonder why :/
I just hope that all goes well.



I hate weekends. No Weiling to crap with ): I am sadded.


mood:

IT WAS PURE PURE PURE AWESOMENESS MAN :DD

I really wanna stay there FOREVER & EVER & EVER x INFINITY!

I don't have pictures, though aww ): But I'm sure Nadia will post pictures so you can have a look there.


Anyways, during the trip I've realised that:

-I am a good at mothering (;
-Nurul Afiah is a good source of rockin' songs
-Shahirah can be really annoying at all the right and wrong times
-Shahirah definitely does not care about other peoples' feelings (ahem!)
-I really can't stand pedas food
-I am definitely lactose-intolerant
-I am a rockin' photographer :D
-I am getting more fluent in speaking Malay (?)
-Cikgu is actually really nice (took me long enough)
-I should really open myself up more to people and not be so anti-social all the time

And maybe there are more, but what the heck? I had a rolling awesome f*cking rockin' good time in Pelegong. Cak Lem Pong was fun :D and everybody was truly extremely hospitable. It was a great experience meeting new friends and 'family'. I would definitely like to go back one day!



Oh oh I am goooood. Gooood I am. I am I am I am! I have clearly forgotten about him haha. And now I am a normal female being again! I can now feel free to boy-watch again muahaha (like I am not doing it already -.-)! But at least I won't feel guilty. Heheh. It feels gooood, baby.

Might be watching HSM3 (bleargh!) with Weiling tomorrow. I hope we don't hahahaha. No la no la let's watch okayzxszsxszxszxsxzs.


mood:

Yes I know this is slow but:

Check yes Juliet
Are you with me?
Rain is falling down on the sidewalk
I won't go until you come outside.

Check yes Juliet
Kill the limbo
I'll keep tossing rocks at your window
There's no turning back for us tonight.

Lace up your shoes
Eh Oh Eh Ohhh
Here's how we do:

Run, baby, run
Don't ever look back.
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance.
Don't sell your heart.
Don't say we're not meant to be.
Run, baby, run.
Forever will be
You and me.

Check yes Juliet
I'll be waiting
Wishing, wanting
Yours for the taking.
Just sneak out
And don't tell a soul goodbye.
Check yes Juliet
Here's the countdown
3... 2... 1... now fall in my arms now
They can change the locks
Don't let them change your mind

Lace up your shoes
Eh Oh Eh Ohhh
Here's how we do

Run, baby, run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever will be
You and me

We're flying through the night
We're flying through the night
Way up high,
The view from here is getting better with
You by my side

Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever will be...

Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever will be
You and me
You and me
You and me

Check Yes Juliet/We The Kings

I HEART THIS SONG!

It just totally rocks la ;D

Went for Chem retest and Math remedial today. Then went home. I totally missed band practice. Sucks to be sick.
I look okay. But I just feel like breaking down. Everything makes me sick. Why am I so lazy. What the f*ck is this shit.
I wanna make my friends happy. I wanna make my family happy. Nothing's working out. I am lazy. I don't put in enough effort in everything I do. I don't deserve to be alive and fed and sheltered and loved.

I really don't.

By the way.. I have a sudden surge of anger for felines. Don't ask me why, I have no clue. On my way home I saw a fat cat that frowned at me. This made me remember about the story of the cat my mum met yesterday. Yesterday my mum threw her socks at me (the day after my dad threw his socks at me) and I wasn't bothered by things like smell so I wasn't affected by how pungent her socks smelt. But feeling curious as I know my mum's feet don't smell I asked her why they did. That was when she told me her story. Of the fat cat. That shocked her that morning when she went into the Study to take her shoes. It was just staring at her. And it was fat. And it had a bell tied around its neck. No one achieved to get the cat out of the house. Lol. In the end my maid looked for the owner (who was this old Malay lady living on the thirteenth storey and I suspect she is a witch!) and told her to take back her cat and that was that. End of story.

Until today. My maid left me all alone at home since she had to pick my sister up from school. I was used to being alone at home so I didn't mind a bit. Then a few minutes later, I saw a small shadow at my front gate. There, emerged a cat! I was like What The Flying Banana. My first reaction was to scream la. And so I did. And the fat cat just stared at me. I was so freaking panicked I called Weiling and she was like, Get it out la -.-. I don't touch freaky cats okay! So I just ranted in the phone, screaming (so said Weiling) and shouted at the cat like mad. Get Out, Don't Disturb Me, Stupid Cat, F*ck, well yeah, basically all that shit you can shout to a freaky cat who looked possessed. In the end I locked myself up in the Study and stared at the cat through the glass door. Then I started talking to it in Malay. (Weiling is still on the phone, mind you.) I was like, Bodoh takde makanan kat sini la, keluar keluar keluar! Jangan kacau aku la, aku sakit ni. Oi keluar la! Tu pintu kat situ! BODOH!!! I even tried to make the cat dizzy by moving my head all around. In the end it went out. I tell you I banged the door shut so hard I think its hinges spoil. And among all these insanity, I realised that the cat wasn't fat. It was pregnant.

I really love Weiling for listening to me "sob" on the phone. What a patient friend. Aww.

My sis. Is watching HSM3 now what the silly f*ck. I wanna watch a movie too. Before I leave for *Maisy gulps* Pelegong tomorrow. I haven't even got anything for my homestay hosts, shit. I am doomed.

Oh by the way I might be a tutor soon! Maybe. I'm having a test-drive tutoring session next week, hopefully. Haha finally I can help people. I may not be good at it but at least I'm good at Math (A1, *Maisy winks*). I love Math la I seriously do. I hope this tutoring will work out. I need $$!


mood:

Danny and his burger (:


Danny posing with his burger again (:


Danny chewing his burger (:


Danny singing and god is he good (:


Danny and Harry acting hot (wait, they already are!) (:


Danny giving the hey there, how ya doin' sign (:


Danny looking all innocent and shy (: I JUST LOVE HIM OH!



mood:

Went shopping with Afiah & my cousin Syahidah. Ooh it was fun. Lol. Walked here, walked there, walked everywhere but who cares. I got 4 shirts for $45. Not so bad eh? Lol. I wanted to get this $35 printed jacket. And also a printed bag. (Are they even called printed? Lol. Whatev la.) It was kinda funny to shop with Af. We saw stupid stuffs and banners and all that lol. Like I saw one poster with this sexy woman showing her really huge cleavage with words on it (it was sick la) and I was like, Hey Af look at that! Then she was like, WTF that's a sex shop Mais! *Maisy is innocent I tell you! Really didn't know*

Then there was another moment where Af was like, Ooh look, The Knotty Shop! I heard The Naughty Shop you know so I was like, WHERE?! Lol. Funny sial. Damn funny. What a day.

Tomorrow..PHYSICS SPA! Lol. I am dead la. I suck at hands-on activities, really I do lol.


mood:







When you feel like you're a loser at love, surf for McFly's photos ;D


At first, when exams were finally over, I felt like doing this:

But when I heard I had to take a Chemistry retest next Friday I felt like doing this:


What the toot. Now I have to mug again. I hope I do better for this one then, to please you.


Mood:

Leftover Brownies

Hard For My Baby Teeth

Tomorrow, tomorrow! I sing, I await you, tomorrow!

Tomorrow Weiling and I are gonna get our hands diiiiirrrtttaaaaayyyyeee. But we are still unsure what in the world to cook.

Weiling wants: Omelette and muffins (chocolate or coffee)
Maisy wants: Pasta and brownies

Lol. Can see that I like fattier foods, more calories! Maisy Maisy tsk tsk.
Yay I am waiting to pick Weiling up at ten at my bus stop ;D


mood:

Today. Was the last study-able examination for this year. Wow. Can't believe a year has gone so fast. Still don't feel like I belong -.-

I watched Painted Skin with Wei Ling today. It was okay I guess. Wasn't as scary as I thought. What a disappointment. I thought it was some kind of a ghost/spirit/supernatural/curse/cult thing. Instead it was about an undying love between these two people -.-

Ohwell. It was 6 bucks anyway, so it was okay la.

Walked all the way to the bus stop near Wei Ling's house. It was scorching hot and the intensity of the light was getting to me. While waiting for the bus, an incoming car caught my eye. I didn't know why at first. My brain was all soggy and foggy and doggy (woof!) and it took me long enough to figure out that the car had its headlights on -.- It was like, about 2pm in the afternoon and my eyes were practically blinded by all the light. What a waste of electricity or battery or whatever that's in the car headlights. Tsk.

Oh yeah. Wei Ling thought that tsk was some kind of abbrieviation while chatting. I was like, LMAO la! Sometimes Wei Ling's ignorance and innocent dumbdumbness entertains me. Haha.

I don't know why. But I am anticipating my JC/POLY years.


mood:

First and foremost, I would like to wish all Muslims a Selamat Hari Raya! Maaf zahir dan batin. This here, below, is my favourite kuih x3

Kuih Dahlia

And here, below, is what my mum had cooked earlier on today for the guests at my house. I helped you know. I even bled for this (:

Seafood Pasta

And to cheer myself up I thought of Wei Ling and what happened during our class photo taking session weeks ago (;

Me & Wei Ling

Lol. All the best, you all out there, for exams this week. We shall be brave knights and take on, tackle and defeat these challenges like we have never done before ;D


mood:

I am ruled. By planet Ask-Me-Homework! when I sign in to MSN.
And strangely, only guys get influenced by this over-ruling planet.
Sigh.
When will my boredom ever end.
And I can't explain it, but, I always try to answer these people, being kind and all, duh.
When I myself don't even know what is going on during class cos I always daydream/doze off.

I hope this dreaming/sleeping thing will rid itself, cos I can't stand it much longer.I need to buck up, baby. And fast.

Mug, mug, mug. Soon I'll be growing mushrooms in my ears. Ooh, food.


I have like what? 5 Bio papers, infinity Chem papers, a tolerable Math assignment and a Phys test tomorrow.
Oh joy.

Whatever, I obtained a 24 mark out of 35 for Phys (B3) and for Higher Malay Cikgu said my dialogue was good :D I am really, definitely, ecstatic. Lovely, today was.
It never lasts though.


mood:

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mood:

Hey, I lost weight! Yay ;D
It's about time. But I still have a lot of work to do yeah.

Just read Wei Ling's latest post and I realised, I'm really a typical Aquarian. And damn, I'm proud of it (:
I really think that Aquarians are really powerful individuals who just impress and influence others in a good way. And of course, they love making people pissed off and hell, you also don't wanna get close to one if they themselves are pissed!

Lol. I love the confinements of my room. Allows me to review my days in a Maisy way. I'm just itching to get those IKEA products for my room after I've cleaned it up. I'm sure (with my hands) my room will look totally awesome and rockin'!

;D


mood:

I was just surfing the net for random things when..
Jazsley started chatting with me and told me that..
(you're not going to believe this)..
he broke a wall?!
He claimed that he just kicked at the wall and then a hole just wonderfully formed there.

Whoa.

This Jazsley never cease to amaze me.

I actually laughed thanks to him. And before that I was kind of emo-ing.

Now I'm just coming up with possibilities of why the wall broke?
Maybe:
1) Westwood Secondary's walls are made of cheap stuff?
Or most probably (I hate to believe it):
2) Jazsley's legs are just naturally strong?

Lol. Whatever the reason, Jazsley has now became infamous overnight. I'm still really awestruck. What a day (:


I hate.
I hate.
I hate.

What? That's it, I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT. I just feel hate. There, stabbing at my weak heart.

Today.
Bus driver was moving at such a slow pace, I SWORE that I could run faster than that eeeeee 243G. Mum says swearing is not good. Well here, I don't give a a flying banana (if there ever is such a thing). I hate that.

Wei Ling left me. *Maisy sobs here* She left me alone again to take the bus on my own! All cos I was being tardy as usual. I hate that.

At the Interchange. I had the urge to pee. I hate that.

In bus 30. I hate being alone. At times. Cos at other times I hate everyone and I honestly have no idea why. I just feel like pissing everyone off all at one go. And then just go emo one corner. And that's what I hate about me. I hate that.

On the upper deck of 30. I chose a seat beside the glass. Soon after, unfortunately, a man sat beside me. When men sit they open their legs real wide and take up most of the space. And so I had a really uncomfortable ride to school. I hate that.

At school. I had the urge to pee again. So I left Wei Ling alone to relieve myself. I walked to the toilets near the study corner. The Ambulant Disabled cubicle that was the only cubicle that supplied toilet paper, unfortunately for me, was occupied. So being urgent I walked outside briskly to grab some toilet paper. And when I got back in, guess what. The Occupant of the Ambulant Disabled Cubicle was out. I had the time to grr at her (I know, it wasn't entirely her fault) before I 'jogged' to the cubicle. I hate that.

Then in the ADC I had to try to pee with as minimum noise as possible. This was because I felt paiseh to pee so loudly and so carefree-ly in the presence of strangers outside the ADC. So I made a mental note to myself to master the art of whisper-peeing. I hate that.

After the daily routine of morning assembly, was *Maisy sighs* Higher Malay. I dread it. I really do. I obtained (shockingly) a 51 mark out of 70. Shahirah was 10 points above me. But what do I care. I didn't do as bad as I predicted before. But ohwell, I have to admit that I did feel a tiny twinge of envy. I hate that.

Then, Biology period. Mdm Soh failed to turn up. I assumed that the class test would be postponed. Hence I was wrong. This teaching dude that I've seen before on 30 filled her position for the day instead. Anyway, in the end, we decided to take the test after assembly. I attempted to read Biology. But to no avail. Deep down inside, I know I will still do badly. So I gave up. And tried making Shahirah (I know, evil right?) to do so too. I hate that.

In the end. After Biology test I wept inside. I have a sinking feeling Dad will strangle me again. Cos Biology is Dad's favourite I guess, since he studies Health and all. And he remembers that i told him that I will CHIONG! for EOYs. CHIONG! was the word I used. Lol. And now..oh man. Triple Science is really hard work. I hate that.

At home now. Am thinking of Mrs Margaret Loh (random?) and the way she teaches everyday. There should be more teachers like her. I swear, I will miss her the most when I leave school in the next two years. She is the kind who just somehow..makes you wanna be her top student, cos you really wanna impress her, you want her to feel proud of you, of what she has mould you to be, intelligent at mind and heart. Rarely are there teachers like her.
Great I feel a part of my eyes twitching. I hope I won't tear up. I hate that. Or maybe it's cos the waft of onions coming from the kitchen...



you are loved x3


first and foremost, i would like to thank muzzaffir for actually bothering to send me songs. i feel outright guilty, yes i do. because i asked shahirah to send me songs, not him. well anyway, thanks again. cobra starship IS WORTH ALL THIS TROUBLE, i love you gabe! *maisy squeals



and now, i shall be off for my daily dose of milo carton drink :D g'day all.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it. You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

You Should Drive a Pink Car

You're the type of driver who really loves your car. You can make a car last for ages - or take good care of a vintage ride. You're independent, creative, and very expressive. You consider your car a part of you ... and you want to make it as funky as possible.

You Are Not a Cheapskate

When it comes to money, you're very fair. You're generous when you can be, and you never cheat anyone out of what they deserve. If you have the money, you enjoy splurging. But you never overspend.

You Are Much Closer to Your Family

You consider your family members to be your some of best friends. And you can count on them more than anyone else in the world. You're very similar to your family, and you find it easy to get along with them. You know that they understand you and love you for who you are.

You Are 8% Homophobic

You're open minded, tolerant, and accepting. And you're not homophobic in the least :-)

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. Although you may have been hurt before, you tend to bring very little scars into new relationships. You prefer a quirky, unique person to be your lover. You're easy going about who you're with, as long as they love you back. In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so. Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go.

What Your City Walk Means

You are adventurous and easygoing. You love life, as long as you don't have to do anything hard. You are generally confident and friendly with strangers. You are well mannered and sociable. Money is fairly important to you. You aren't super greedy, but you enjoy spending money on yourself. You tend to seek comfort, coziness, and stability in your life. For you, feeling at home is the best feeling ever.

You Communicate With Your Ears

You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker. What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions. You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself. Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod.

You Like Names that Are Retro and Fashionable

You like names that are from the past but becoming modern again. Names with a strong history are very appealing to you. You're a big believer in giving children very adult sounding names. You're not a fan of nicknames or newfangled spellings. Some female names you might like: Audrey, Emma, Fiona, Georgia, Isabelle, Naomi, Rosemary, and Veronica Some male names you might like: Brendan, Colin, Ethan, Jared, Kenneth, Martin, and Nathaniel

Your IQ Is 100

Your Logical Intelligence is Above Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Above Average Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius Your General Knowledge is Below Average

Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP)

Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive. Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

Your Spelling is Good

You got 8/10 correct. Your spelling is generally pretty decent. You are prone to a few mistakes, but the mistakes you make are pretty forgivable.

i am pretty bored (can see). obtained a B3 (17/25) for combined humanities, A2 (17/24) for AMath & A1 (15/16) for EMath. i know i suck in SEQ so 17 is actually a pretty decent mark for me (: & when i got back my math paper -damn was i shocked! i felt like crying la. i was deproving in my math so this was a total shocker. i hope i get into my math momentum again cos i really love math :D (you could see it all over my calculator, which i named ClickClack)

i shall leave with pictures on my dad's birthday party! cheerios, all!

wait, my Eric's low on battery. ohwell, next time then.